Monolith

Rifle, I remember during my bootcamp Redpole kept throwing me at this really fat, hideous girl. All the while I was get yelled at for not kinoing enough and trying to walk out of that set. Luckily some really drunk and ugly guy came and took her after like my 3rd time walking away. Welcome aboard. Monolith

I'm glad you decided to do a bootcamp. I never realized how powerful they were until I did one. You are a new man now! Monolith

It was numerous things really. The most important of them being that by Sunday I had realized that the world was mine if I wanted it. The girls were mine if I wanted them. For my whole life I've been watching the beautiful women, dreaming about them and jerking off to them. But not thinking I could have them. Now I feel like they are within my grasp. Also the fact that I approached so many women made me less concerned with failure. Before when I met women I was needy, worried to be aggressive because I might scare them off. Now I don't have that frame anymore. There are women everywhere. I can talk to all of them. I can fuck them. I don't have to worry about the one who luckily liked me anymore. Just being social. I'm an introvert and I've gone through various stages of my life of retreating and attempting to come out. The bootcamp forced me to talk to so many people all weekend. It was great and it really just yanked me out of my shell. Outside that shell is fresh air, sunshine and hot turtles i want to fuck, so I'm quite happy to be here. Hanging with everyone. No matter how good or bad my sets went, I could always come back and get both positive and negative criticism. I could laugh about how something went with everyone. It made the whole process more relaxed and fun. Being around women with the purpose of fucking them has gotten me more in touch with my core. I feel more me. Rather than some chump that will settle for friendship. I really feel like I've been given permission to start again. I often have doubts about who I am and my ability to transform, to become who I want to be. I worry about buying new clothes to change my style, or doing things that would make me seem out of character. The whole weekend I was doing things "out of character" but I realize that the character I was holding on to was just a front. It was just a way to protect myself from pain and also a way for me to be lazy with myself. I wasn't allowed to be that person this weekend. I was forced to be my best self and that made me feel great. Hope this gives a better explanation. Thanks again man!

What the fuck. That's what I've got to say about this past weekend. What the fuck. What the fuck was it? Who was I? Who am I now? This weekend was crazy. I did things I didn't know were possible. I met people who I thought I knew about, but who turned out to be on a such a high plane of existence. This weekend was it. I was finally initiated into manhood. No I didn't have sex. I've had sex before and it didn't make me much more of a man. But this weekend, when I got in touch with my true self hiding behind all these layers of doubt, I truly became. As I was floating down the streets and through the clubs staring at the hotties I was going to fuck and knowing that now I could fuck them I was truly "in state". I had never felt so high from human interaction before. It was so amazing, so great, so fucking powerful. Well here's my report. The hardest thing about writing it was that all the girls and sets just got mixed in my head. Actually this has even turned into a problem now too, cause I don't remember where girls live and other things I had qualified them for! I know now that I'll need to make notes on my next sarge. Friday The weekend really started with me being nervous days before and then being an hour and a half late to the beginning of boot camp on. Honestly I wasn't too impressed initially. I enjoyed hearing RedPoleQ talk and do his thing, but it just seemed like maybe nothing was going to happen. I had brought a whole bunch of doubts with me initially. Because I was ignorant of really what it meant to be a PUA and I had had no demonstrations of my teachers skills. We also talked about a lot of stuff I was familiar with, because of my previous reading and exposure to the community. We talked about 4 traits women look for in a man, how women's emotions work, opening attraction and qualification. I think we also talked about kino at this point. So after that we all had to open a set. Just open, lock in and that was it. I was nervous, but not too much, because I wasn't really doing anything out of the ordinary so it wasn't a big deal. We all opened and then bounced to JJs. At JJs things changed. We were seperated into 2 groups. I went with Ren and Aggression and we were just pushed again and again into sets. It was difficult for me, first there is approach anxiety and second we were just pushed into every set so I would be in a set with a 32 year old woman and I just felt uncomfortable like she was too old for me and she could pick that uncomfortableness off me even though she probably wanted to fuck me. And not only were we thrown into sets doing all this stuff that felt so awkward we would also have our instructors behind us yelling KINO, LOCK IN. I even had RedPoleQ behind me at one point telling me exactly what to say! And the most amazing fucking thing lol was when my instructors would come over and move my hand on the girls body haha! I don't think they really even noticed though! Oh and also the instructors would then come over and ask the girl why does this guy like you. Haha I never did hear a good answer to that though. Oh yeah and they'd also come and interrupt sets telling me what I needed to do and fast. Hilarious! So at JJ's I made one number close with no timebridge though, cause we hadn't been taught about timebridges yet. The girl has sent me messages though and she was cute and fun, so something may happen there. After JJ's we went to Spy, I felt like the quality greatly deteriorated here as far as Kgirls go, but there were hot European girls running around. I was pushed into this set with this really ugly KGirl, which I was pissed off about. She was drunk and was initially all over me, but I was just thinking gross the whole time and her friend was a total bitch to me cause I didn't approach the set properly. I tried to get out of it, but was pushed back in like 3 times. Thanks RedPoleQ lol, God damn those girls looked like they had been beaten with a stick! Umm, I approached at least 5 sets in Spy, probably more. At one point I was on the couch with this girl who was totally into me, but her friend came to pull her away to dance with her and a guy and I didn't know how to deal with it properly. She kissed me on the cheek before she left... damn. But you know during boot camp none of the sets count. Yeah after that we went to the debriefing at McDonalds, which I found to be so amusing cause RedPoleQ brought his girl who could understand everything we were talking about! After the debriefing we headed out and I got a really horrible night of sleep. The whole weekend I barely slept from a mix of excitement, nervousness and the drastic change in sleeping hours. Saturday Saturday started at Starbucks in the COEX mall. Day game. Night game as always caused me a bit of anxiety, but day game took that to a whole other level. Especially when we were told day game is pretty much the same as night game! Umm so you want me to go over there and not only talk to this girl but touch her too???? This still blows my mind after opening like probably 20 something day game sets this weekend. So yeah we all opened and then opened again with the purpose being a bounce, time bridge and number close. I didn't reach those goals really. Actually at this point I was still struggling a lot with gaming girls I wasn't really interested in. The most hilarious part of day game was when the manager of starbucks sort of caught on to what we were doing and came over and asked the girl i was talking to how i knew her. He had seen us transform his starbucks into our playground lol. Yeah so I guess I was doing well cause she told him to fuck off lol. So we debriefed had dinner, chatted and then headed to Apgujeong first for an intro and some more theory then to to club air. I found club air to be pretty awesome. I liked the set up there, but there weren't enough people. My first set was this chubby girl with a bunch of piercings who never wants to get married. I found her to be cool, though a little too serious about life. Her English was good too and some of her friends were cute. Next was an Australian girl sitting solo on the couch. Well it was good practice and she accepted all the kino I threw at her. I also brought her up to the VIP section, but didn't do anything with that really. After her I approached a flight attendant, who I was pretty into, but I don't remember the exact context of that set. I think she left to find her friend or something, but we had a good thing going. I think I made one more bad approach maybe before we bounced. Next we went to club circle. There were a good amount of people there, the music was good and the place was way cool. The music wasn't too loud, but it did make things more difficult than they had been in Air. And also there were so many areas off limits to us cause of all these VIP places. Whatever. The night sort of started off bad. I remember trying to spin a girl off her seat and her totally resisting it. I got blown out of a couple other sets too. I wasn't plowing hard enough, I wasn't coming in with enough energy. The next set I really remember was a seated 2 set. I went in and just had the girl telling me she didn't speak English and I also ignored her friend. I pulled out and RedPoleQ went in and showed me how it was done. Then I went in again and she was so much friendlier and suddenly she could speak English! I think God must have zapped her or something. Anyway I ended up pulling her from her friend and having her very close to me. But I ended up not progressing with her, because she didn't want to bounce and leave her friends and her friends were no where to be seen. She eventually left with her friends and I really did nothing with her. The next set I remember was a girl who was all over Ren, but RedPoleQ pushed me in. She was drunk and almost immediately all over me. She wanted to fuck right there, I could have done a whole lot with her. Her English sucked. I kinoed her all over grabbed her ass and touched her breasts. Then I brought her to a quitter location and bounced her to McDonalds. After we were there for a bit the crew showed up for a debriefing and I eventually let the girl go back cause she was worried about her friend and K-Closed her. We debriefed then headed to our sleeping locations. Sunday Day game was on in Myongdong. We talked about hero stories and some other stuff then went into sets in Pascusi. The first set contained this cute girl who taught English. She would hardly talk to me though and just giggled. I really didn't know what to do with her RedPoleQ said that girls like that are very feminine and need a strong man and that I will eventually know how to handle them. Cocky Johnson was in this set with me and he was doing incredible things with his girl she was getting hot flashes and all kinds of stuff. I think he'll fuck her. We managed to bounce these girls and went walking around to different stores and then they left us. Next I approached another 2 set, maybe they were at the same table as the last 2 set. The girl was decent looking, her English was excellent and I sort of got the feeling that she thought I might be too good for her. I managed to time bridge and number close her. After that street and store game. We were just going into the women's clothing sections and approaching girls lol. I managed to talk to this real hottie, but I failed to bounce, time bridge or number close. We approached tons of street sets, these girls were hard. They tended to be a lot more shy and it was easier for them to just leave. I had success opening only one street girl that I remember. I also had a girl hide behind her friend when I approached! Ren was running obstacle game, meaning he would stand in front of people walking and just stop so we could approach them haha. Nothing else really sticks out. So yeah then we all had dinner, other guys approached 2 sets in the small restaurant we were in. Just so amazing what I've been introduced to. Mad props to everyone who helped out and made the bootcamp possible. I had an awesome time and I'm a new man now.