TheRedPill Posted May 19, 2008 Share Posted May 19, 2008 Brothers... The boot camp was in incredible. Unfortunately I don't remember many details...it's all a blur now. But I remember 2 sarges that progressed quite well. I will use those as reference of how it should be done until I do a better one. The first night was painful. The whole experience was so outside my reality that at one point I almost cracked. At around 3:00am in Muse and RPQ screaming at me and I thinking about going home and giving up with the whole PUA thing. Later it made me realize how deeply I was in the social matrix. How deeply I had been programmed throughout my life of what is "acceptable" and "not acceptable". I have to fight and break free from a lifetime of social programming. And as I write this I have an insight that maybe it's not social programming...it has been my own programming all along. Everything that I am right now is because of my own thoughts and actions in the past. But thanks to RPQ (and all who helped out in this bootcamp) I am now headed in the right direction. He has shown me the door. I must take the red pill and walk through. The journey begins here. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RedpoleQ Posted May 20, 2008 Share Posted May 20, 2008 AWESOME AVATAR! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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